Ok so I've always had this feeling-
And its getting worse, its basically like I just feel physicaly sad, in a way. Like something has just wrapped itself around my heart and will not leave no matter what Kind of like falling into a black hole, and sometimes I don't want to feel like this but then its like I am just too f u cking sad to get up and pull myself together and I just want to be alone all the time and I feel like I need to get out, but at the same time I don't because getting out would be too hard and I don't know, what is this feeling? Does anyone else feel this way? I hate it, but I need it because I feel as though without it I would be nothing, but then again that thought isn't so bad either, lately I keep having these thoughts of "suicide" and I swear I have never been so close in my life. I mean my life is okay now, everythings kinda settled down, i guess i ised to have some issues and things were a little f u cked up but i dont knoww....
2007-09-05
12:44:31
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