This year I was depressed terribly from last winter to January. February-march I was very happy. April-June I was between depressed and uneasy. Now, for the last 2 months, I have been uncontrollably angry and have been disrespectful to my parents, hurtful in what ive said to friends and family, and having several episodes of anger where I wouldnt know what I was doing. In this phase, I remember my parents werent home one time, and I got completely plastered to show my friend I am not just a good little christian boy, and that was wrong, but i was so mad i didnt even think about it.
This kind of thing has been around since I could remember; into my childhood.
Whats with this? Im tired of feeling like I want to kill myself over the fact that I am not who I want to be, and treating my parents tough, etc.
2007-08-21
15:23:36
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