im 30 now and my lifes been extremely traumatic and painfull, ive been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, but i also feel i have symptoms that resemble post traumatic stress syndrome.....ihave had a chronic rage problem for years, that i struggle to control and that impairs my ability to function....my moods are extremely low everyday, i feel empty and alone, lonely and isolated...i live alone in a one bedroom apartment.....my thoughts race and spin constantly, leaving me confused..i have painfull flashbacks to traumatic times...i was sexually abused twice when 3 years old...i was bullied throughout high school, been attacked by street gangs, had head injuries...& now as im waiting for some therapy,, i feel extremely angry about my life, & the way its turned out, & whats happened to me, im angry at people and feel embittered, confused about who iam..& i dont forgive people for it..ive never made any friends or had a partner.i have no self esteem..
so is my life over now?
2007-07-31
21:56:38
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