Many "believers" feel His presence.. I NEVER seem to feel it.. No matter how many times I have prayed, no matter how many hardships I go through..
Sure, my life is "proof" of God, right?
I'm sorry, I try to believe, but I'm left with complete nothing.
Every day I wake up to nothingness.. I'm not a bad person - I have thought I saw my own sign from God, only to be left in the DIRT.
Where is God when I cry? The bible says He'll always be there to comfort you - what abou those who have NEVER ever heard of God?
I'm sick of this sick cycle - I have faith, yet it's not good enough. How can I be happy - searching for love from a God that ignores me?
My life hasn't been easy, it hasn't been worse than most.. But it hurts a lot to have faith, pray, and think you get an answer - false hope - God ignores me. HE doesn't care.
2007-07-26
17:46:59
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