All categories - 20 February 2007

since I could remember, I was always a target of my mother's anger in life.. I was always told that she wished she never had me, wished that the needle was sharper that she aborted me... and yet today, she is still in denial of her actions, when in fact I know full well that she used me for her own "want"....
I have such hate in my heart toward her, yet, my pity exceeds her been of a being...
I was always a black mark in her book according to her... always told me that I was her "curse" in life...
she tonight made me feel once again a target of her own anger in life, and yet she played it on me...
I feel sick to the pits of my stomach...
now I know why I have such anger in my heart and soul....
I feel so very utterfly useless as a human being... nothing I did was ever good enough for her, nothing, no praise, no thanks in helping her get over her divorce, no thanks in 'picking" her up when in down and in despair...
Lord... why do I bear another cross... ?

2007-02-20 16:55:24 · 11 answers · asked by Porshe B 2 in Family

You know like the old fashioned metal swingsets and merry-go-rounds and teeter-totters? The kinds neighborhood parks use to have. I personally think that those were much more fun then the new stuff they have today. Dose anyone like the older stuff verses the newer stuff? Or is my family and myself the only ones who like them? Yeah I know that alot of states have taken them out due to insurance rates cause everyone is afraid of getting sued now days or because handicapped children cant go on those kind of stuff. Yeah i feel bad for them and they should have stuff to play with maybe just for them but dont take away the fun for other children who can play on the oldfashioned playgrond equipment. Does anyone know what im talking about and like the older playground equipment? Whats your opinion? Thanks.

2007-02-20 16:55:22 · 5 answers · asked by Anonymous in Other - Society & Culture

2007-02-20 16:55:06 · 4 answers · asked by smeltings3214 1 in Words & Wordplay

2007-02-20 16:55:05 · 15 answers · asked by mahesh g 2 in Government

2007-02-20 16:55:03 · 4 answers · asked by Shawn W 1 in Scanners

is it weird for a 14 year old to like someone who is 21?.im 14 and theres this 21 year old girl. i was wondering,would it be too weird?.should i forget about it?.

2007-02-20 16:54:49 · 8 answers · asked by Anonymous in Singles & Dating

I'm seeing more and more of the classic pale skin, red lipstick look arrising recently. Celebs, magazines, ads, TV - is it coming back in? Thank god the hot tanned look is taking a break. You have any idea how much of a pain it is to tan or use tanners? So, what can I do to play up my whiteness?! I have brown hair (med-dark), green eyes, and you guessed it, pretty damn white skin! Although, I'm not see-threw or sickly looking.

2007-02-20 16:54:46 · 5 answers · asked by stephyrose87 3 in Other - Beauty & Style

"You cannot love everyone; it is ridiculous to think you can. If you love everyone and everything you lose your natural powers of selection and wind up being a pretty poor judge of character and quality. If anything is used too freely it loses its true meaning. Therefore, you should love strongly and completely those who deserve your love, but never turn the other cheek to your enemy."

2007-02-20 16:54:43 · 21 answers · asked by BloodyHell 4 in Religion & Spirituality

The painting....I have no idea the artist or what time period it's from....but it's quite famous I should think...since I know about it :-) ... and it's a picture of someone in the foreground....a bed in the background...one of those four post ornate, kinda victorian looking ones....and on the back wall is a mirror....with another image on it....I know it's not much...but if you know....it'd help.

2007-02-20 16:54:40 · 3 answers · asked by tiredcoldhungry 1 in Painting

2007-02-20 16:54:36 · 11 answers · asked by liquidmannequin 1 in Psychology

I say yes because i feel sorry for kids that hit and it sets a bad example. I'm pregnant with my 1st child at the moment and i never want to smack it. If he/she is naughty then i will just have a talk and we will get it sorted with.

2007-02-20 16:54:25 · 39 answers · asked by Anonymous in Polls & Surveys

2007-02-20 16:54:20 · 20 answers · asked by Spanky C ® 5 in Polls & Surveys

2007-02-20 16:54:14 · 8 answers · asked by Anonymous in History

Some believe women/minorities lack the motivation or will to become a CEO, or possibly just have different priorities than white men. Others think there are invisible barriers to their success. I am writing a paper about this for a class and would love your input!

2007-02-20 16:54:14 · 5 answers · asked by Anonymous in Other - Society & Culture

was the law and order theme song taken from another song. does it sound similar to something in the seventies?

2007-02-20 16:54:11 · 2 answers · asked by Toesinthegrass 1 in Television

remember practice makes perfect. if you have any questions for me please send an email

2007-02-20 16:54:06 · 7 answers · asked by Batson D. Belfrey 2 in Singles & Dating

Me and my wife are christians
My wife tells me that she is still in love with her friend from years back. who she hasnt seen in 6 years but she says she loves me also.
She said she still had these feelings for him when we got married and the reason they are not together is because he doesnt feel the same way
Do you think I should divorce her?

2007-02-20 16:54:05 · 20 answers · asked by rew115 1 in Marriage & Divorce

the case for a creator by Lee Strobel, I'm just about a quarter of my way into it and am finding it very thought provoking.. I'm not bagging on anyone, just wondering if anyone read this book and if so, what did you think?

2007-02-20 16:54:04 · 8 answers · asked by Anonymous in Religion & Spirituality

any explosions in the sky album will due.

2007-02-20 16:53:52 · 2 answers · asked by maddylanglois 2 in Music

2007-02-20 16:53:40 · 7 answers · asked by Alex S 1 in Pregnancy

Do you prefer the classic boring blue eyes and blond hair all american kind of girl? African-american girl? European girls (beautiful)? Mexican girls (beautiful)? Spanish girls? Or another? And why??? And don't be a racist scum. Just answer YOUR kind of girl. Don't put down women from other races!

2007-02-20 16:53:26 · 7 answers · asked by dahmer_kid7 1 in Singles & Dating

2007-02-20 16:53:26 · 22 answers · asked by jothi l 1 in Astronomy & Space

2007-02-20 16:53:25 · 14 answers · asked by john f 1 in Diet & Fitness

2007-02-20 16:53:17 · 32 answers · asked by Anonymous in Polls & Surveys

I have seen movie ones like this, but i would like a book one.

2007-02-20 16:53:04 · 5 answers · asked by Bria 3 in Books & Authors

I'm planning on attending grad school soon in the hard sciences. Is there time to have a life in grad school?

2007-02-20 16:53:04 · 1 answers · asked by Steady As She Goes 2 in Other - Society & Culture

Ok heres all my information in one Question:
Ok i downloaded a movie on bittorent and now the only file it will open with is MPeG4 and it wont work on my computer, how can i get it to work? even if someone has a online converter(to make it inot a MPeg2) for free please help, if more information is needed tell me! thank you^^

2007-02-20 16:52:59 · 3 answers · asked by Anonymous in Video & Online Games

I made payment arrangements with the hospital on a bill from May and have been paying regularly every month. In November, my insurance company finished processing my claim and made a substantial payment. My next statement from the hospital did not reflect my previous payment arrangements. I have left several messages with the business office for the hospital to straighten this out but no one calls back. I've been making my previously agreed on monthly payments while trying to get in touch with the hospital. Today, I got a letter from a collection agency. I called the collection agency and it's not one of those dumby letters sent to scare you into paying. My question is, is this legal?? I thought that as long as I had made payment arrangements and was meeting them, I could not be sent to collections. Any back up you can give would be really helpful for when I try calling the hospital back again tomorrow. Thanks!!

2007-02-20 16:52:52 · 6 answers · asked by heather_palmer580 2 in Credit

I'm looking for offical US military MREs not civilian type by Ameriqual, Sopakco or Wornick. I know the government has been cracking down on the sale of MREs intended for hurricane and other natual disater victims, but those are the only ones I buy. The place where I used to get them for $5.50 now charges around $7 bucks each. I allready keep an eye on eBay, but you can't trust these sellers.

2007-02-20 16:52:51 · 7 answers · asked by remy_hou 1 in Other - Food & Drink