My boyfriend of 1 1/2 years has been using heroin for the past 6 months and has a serious problem. It severly affects our relationship and consumes our lives. My life is affected by decisions I do not make, things I do not do, and things I seem to have no control over. He does not live with me, so I cannot be there to look out for him 24/7. Things were not like this, at all when I hooked up with him. He took the wrong path and got stuck in a deep rut. I have tried to help him detox, and have been there for him sooo many times. It is to the point where I am sure he takes me for granted and knows I dont want to leave him. I really do love him so much that words cannot explain. As if I truely did not ever know what love is until I met him. He is an amazing person and I do not have it in my heart to walk away. I know he loves me dearly, but sometimes the way he treats me through his ups and downs is hard to deal with. I am literally the only person he has. I dont know what to do anymore.
2006-12-19
16:59:42
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MissKristen
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Mental Health