i have a wonderful bf, but i somehow feel resentful towards him. he has a fantastic life, footballer, personal trainer, loads of mates, great home life, great family, no problems, moving into his new house with his mate xmas eve. i however am quite sad as i had a bad childhood, dont talk to my mum, live with my dad n his gf, the house is full of shouting, i dont have a job i want to do and it is goin to take me a few yrs to get qualified in what i want to do. i dont have a lot of friends, and when he is out with his mates i dont really have alot to do. i feel really down in my life as i want a lot of friends and i want a good job and i do want to be happy, its just not happening, and i cant help feelin jealouse when im with my bf, his fone always goin off, gettin invited out all the time, when i struggle to find things to do :( any advise
2006-12-16
00:11:08
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