I wake up one morning and they were in bed 2gether. Today, I'm getting ready for bed he comes over,and asks if she is gonna leave the door open she says yeah. I pretend not to hear. He comes in and lays on her bed and goes to sleep, and doesn't say a word to me, She showers and just lays on top of him. Meanwhile I'm on the otherside of the room.
Now I have a major problem with this because out of respect she could have at least asked me.Neither he or she says anything. They just come in and fall asleep.
I have to be honest this is not the only reason but the fact that I have to sit here and watch the couple sleep in bed, I have to watch this a constant reminder of what I no longer have. I am sensitive to anything regarding couples CZ of all the things I can no longer do with my boyfriend hes been dead a year now.And Plz be sensitive to this issue cuz it is just like a grieving wife it hurts just the same,Plz what should I do?I feel like God is giving me pain, for prior happiness
2006-10-10
18:07:31
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