That I have hardend my heart against god. That I really do believe that god is "real" and I know in my heart he is. If I don't believe it's to hell I go. Really?
How have I hardened my heart against god? Why has none of the other pieces of my heart been hardened? Not my love for family and friends. Not the wonder I feel when I look at the night sky and the beuaty around us? I do not feel in my heart that god is real. I have thought about it. wouldn't it be great if it was true? Someone that will always forgive you and love you, who wouldn't want that, and yet, I do not have that belief. Should I lie and say I do? Just so christians can feel better in their faith, that they are right? Just to go along with everybody else? But wouldn't that be a lie? And it being a lie, if there was a god, he would know. I wonder how big a sin is lying to god about believing him is? So, the only thing I could do is "to thy own heart be true"
2007-05-23
09:42:33
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