I-- rare form of short bowel syndrome, a moment ago I still was bicycling 33 hilly miles a lot, 61old. Christmas morning, predawn, big lake park, I T-bone a big buck deer on my bike. I fracture my right side pelvis- 3 places. ER, carelessness, infection in my med port, loose it, get another in upper right arm, only place left. Days later, a blood clot near new port. Inpatient, heparin & Coumadin level have to be right to go home, up & down they go. So tough weird life. Only lately some nice things. Acclaim my well mental, emotional, & spiritual state of being. Not so sure now. Biking, walking again, wonder? My once estranged 30 old emotional / socially challenged son, needs me still. He never had a parent for all practical purpose. He just starting therapy on his own volition (Only way it works). Do I go on? I just don’t care right now… like why life? Please, God does not need glorification to be Love or feel Love. God does not have low self-esteem issues or does God
2007-02-11
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