first of all, people might think that im angry, but actually im guilty
i think i have obsessive compulsive disorder, so i do things that i don't want to do and i have unwanted thoughts sometimes
a few years ago, i said f***ing jesus, which i really don't mean because im christian and i have nothing again him at all
i also have a rule where saying it in my mind is ok because i did it a numerous times, but saying it out loud or mumbling it, i can't bear it
so a few years ago, i said it out loud or mumbling, i can't remember well
a few days ago, i did it again, mumbling it
i think that i only said the f word and didn't say his name
but i felt guilty, but im ok now
but it's going to haunt me again some time later on
if i didn't mean it, then is it fine, or do i have to ask for forgiveness
i think i might also have anxiety disorder
im also doing this recently
i don't want to think about this, but sometimes it pops up of my head when i do something
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47 minutes ago
everything except blasphemy is ok?
is this blasphemy?
2007-11-17
21:47:15
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