I am in love with my childhood best friend and cousin, i dont even remember when it started.We are like with same personality and nature.In our teen years we got quite close and had feelings for each other,we even planned to do some stuff but were to shy to get involved in sexual way.However we got over the sex part but i still have feelings.Due to some misunderstanding we had some year gap in our friendship but we did worked on it.Now we are not kids anymore and he is engaged but whenever we get together all these feelings rush back into my mind , I know it was ok for kids to play around but not anymore so I wana get over but I dont know what to do ,I want to but i cant and I cant even stop seeing him he is like a family member.I cant talk 2 him about it ,i know it will freak him out and we will end up not evenin talking to each other while in same room.Sometime i think i cant get over this feeling because I dont know if he is over me, may be I catch signal deliberatly to cheer myself
2007-01-01
13:15:57
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender