ok i'm a 15 yr old who's really got no idea where her life is going. i think i was depressed during the past fall/winter, and i don't know why. now i am feeling better, but i tend to be very solitary now, like i really won't show much affection (like hugs) towards my parents or younger sister, and i feel horrible about it, but it just doesn't feel natural.
i don't mean to sound like a fckd up mental case here, but what is this??
and i've been told i don't share myself with others enough, like i'm very good at masking emotions.
my mother recently has been taking trips to care for her mother, spending a week away, then coming back for the weekend,then leave again and my dad's at work all day,and my younger sister currently is at a sleepaway camp for two weeks, so i'm alone.the scary part is,i think i like it better that way. i would NEVER tell anyone this and most people think we have a perfect family.
i don't want to hurt any of them, but i can't wait for college to get away, twistedly
2007-07-26
12:09:07
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