I just feel so angry all of the time - and I really don't know what to do about it all. I have rage that keeps emerging for the most minor things - spilling a drink, misplacing my keys etc.
I feel especially angry at my own mother. Last year there was a fight in the family, and though it sounds melodramatic it feels as if she did her utmost to pin the blame on me, and put me in a position where I couldn't fight my own corner.
But rage bubbles everyhwere else too - if I see a TV character treated with injustice, for example, I start to ket really upset and angry about it all. But I have other strange tendencies: I have these bizarre dramatic fantasies, where I'm centre of attention and sympathy, or I'm physically fighting someone else.
I get so tearful all the time, and I feel angry at myself for not doing work done - work which I dread doing, because I fear I'll find out I'm not capable of it. And then that makes procrastination worse. I feel like punching a wall.
Help.
2007-07-28
11:30:10
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Jim
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