i have borderline personality disorder, im waiting to be assesed for therapy. in the meantime i have no social connections, no friends, no female friends. never been in a relashionship with a girl. im 29 now.
recentley, a two year relashionship with a girl online, on msn messenger, just drifted apart. she said she didnt have the feelings about me, she once had. i got really close to her and made her the centre of my life. she told me she was gonna move to the uk next year so she could be with me. now thats not gonna happen. she used to tell me how much she loved me, and that she would stick by me. i keep staring at her pictures on her myspace page. she told me recently she just wants to remain friends on msn, and she wouldnt be coming to the uk. shes from canada, in hamilton. i really miss her, & feel like pleading with her not to leave me. i am very needy, get clingy and have intamacy problems. i got very low self esteem to.
i recentley told her i was diagnosed with bPD & i awaited
2007-03-21
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