Previously I used to runaway from tiny things - situations that were unpleasent, running to anywhere far from there. I also was never able to face situations - like if parents were fighting - I'd stay in my room, and just stay silent....
High school - and relationships - I'd tend to take my car and just head off for long drives, walk for km's, go to someplece that would just let me get away from all my troubles - someplace silent....
Lost my best friend when i was in the 5th grade, god abused as a kid, and a few others close to me, changed schools, put on weight, depression - I've delt with all that - Including my family who does not really love me, to say the least, and is not fond of me...
well, recently I've had this strange want - to just leave the city for a few years -- and I need to do that...
But I am trying to understand all this - and why i keep running....
can someone plz help me understand myself? why? what do i do? and advice plz
2007-03-21
09:36:49
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Franky
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