ive known her for two years now online and we talk through msn. but as you will no from my other questions, i have an undiagnosed mental health problems, i have a low self esteem. im always picking myself apart. im 29, im physically ageing, i have two missing teeth, i live in a small one bedroom flat. ive never worked, i hardly own any possessions, materially. there remains alot of unanswered questions about my life. alot of insecurities. if this girl knew all this about me, she might not want me anymore....i really love this girl, im worried im becoming obsessive about her.. she might think.' i cant deal with this' or ' i dont have to have this baggage in my life, with all his problems'...then what would i do? i dont feel i could take rejection from her, i feel it would destroy me...she is somebody ive always ever wanted, i couldnt bare her not wanting me anymore...i despair because i dont feel i have anything to offer her except a low self worth &and mental illness..what should i do?
2007-02-12
00:34:01
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