im 29 and i long to find someone to love me. im so isolated and alone all the time. my small, 1 bedroom flat is like a small empty cave, dark an empty. i have no friends to turn to..i feel like i live on the fringes of society, i cant work because of my dibilitating symptoms, high levels of anxiety constantly, feelings of inner rage and bitterness. when i go out i feel very paranoid, like all eyes are watching me, i become disorientated, feel detached from reality, and i feel angry at people, because my lifes worthless, empty, and unfullfilling. and everybody looks like there getting there needs met and that there happy and smiling..watching that makes me feel even more alone and isolated with my life. im awaiting a second opinion from a psychiatrist, because i feel i may have a mental illness a mood disorder or psychosis..ive never had any kind of a life since 16. im ageing very fast i have two missing teeth, front bottom lower teeth..im a mess. my lifes a mess. the girl from canada
2007-02-12
08:28:07
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