I went for abut 2 years, did service work, but got tired of a lot of hypocrisy in the members, the useage of the program to excuse bad behavior in members who had been in the rooms for a ong while("we're sick but getting better") I am grateful I learned about how its easier to stay clean tha to get clean I no longe have issues about substances, and I have gone thru very trying times (deaths, operations etc) and it never occurred to me to use. I also credit NA fo helping me find my spiritual center, but stil I meet membvers who say oh you will rlapse and that i will not ake it without NA. I say they are brainwashed and afraid, that recovery programs should NOT become another crutch. I collected all my keytags and have been clean for anumber of years I relapsed in the program so I know what signs to watch for. Am I doomed wit to end up back in a gutter some day if I don't hurry back to "the fold" (lol i don't think so I am just asking)
2007-01-02
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