I've been depressed for a long time. I cry a lot, I always look upset, always anxious. I can't sleep and i eat too much. I even attempted to commit suicide, luckily i can't becuase I love my family.Because of those, I can't focus on my studies. I tried to ask help from my friends but they dont seem to understand, or maybe they dont want to.
I dont know whats wrong with me, but i know that i just need someone to talk to. But the problem is, no one would want to talk to me. "Who would want to talk about crazy stuff?" Thats probably what they say in their heads. I took some depression tests, and guess what? I got perfect score!
But here's the worse part. It may sound crazy, but I would always tell myself that im satan's son. That i should call him "father" and that I'm destined to come back home to hell. It may sound crazy but that's how I describe myself now.
There are still a lot more but I wish you could help me, what should I do? Please... I really need your help, Thanks..
2006-12-27
03:47:09
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frozenheart
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