I am in a very bad marriage. I found out I might be pregnant and took a test. It came out a weak positive. I started to think about how he treats me, how I need to save to get out, and thought now was not the time for a baby. The baby was a product of him raping me anyway and I AM working on getting out on my own as I have nobody else and nowhere to go. I don't live in a huge city and there are no shelters here. I waited a few days, and instead of a period I got this brown discharge that subsided and stopped completely. I freaked out, took another test, and it was a strong positive. I grabbed this very long but thin screwdriver, and out of desperation gently maneuvered up inside and poked around a bit hoping to dislodge the mucous plug. It seems to have worked since I started bleeding the next morning and passing huge clots including one that was a funny color and had a string attached. What would that be called, other than desperation and insanity? No money for secret abrsn
2007-01-14
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