I have had two children...the most recent was 13 yrs ago. I remember breast feeding for about 3 months with each child. It was hard. It was demanding, uncomfortable and messy as hell (leaking all the time).
Now after all these years Im about to have another baby. My fiance is no longer in my life (cheating dawg). I have no help in this city, no family, no spouse. Just a difficult teenager I must contend with each day....and very very soon a newborn too
These days they tell you to breastfeed..and make you feel guilty if you dont...but for the first time tonight Im considering that maybe it isnt the best thing for me. Making up a days worth of bottles is so much easier...and then I know how much baby is getting.
I honestly dont think I can handle months of sleep deprevation (feeding every 2 hrs or so). Being on my own is hard enough.
Im afraid of falling to depression as it is. Maybe everything will be fine, but who knows
Its ok NOT to breastfeed right?
2007-01-02
19:14:52
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