My parents have never had me as any priority, my father believed put his work & life before us in belief that we'd always be there, my mom began verbally abusing us, and then physically abused me. I have never been good enough, never been accepted, get depressed & hate myself more when looking in a mirror, I skipped school for I wanted nothing with it, & couldnt deal with it for I felt more depressed, I smoked weed to deal with my problems, I was an embarressment to my mom for seeing a councellor, then nagged at for stopping to see them. I was blamed for being the person I had become cause my mom had to seek a councellor & join parent groups 4 she didn't no how to deal with me. I've never been believed in when trying 2 explain how i was left alone, ignored, & punished wrongfully, etc, being a problem for never associating with family, & never being trusted. I now use drugs & alcohol to escape & hope, & wish to do so much that I od to die escape this terrible world, I dont belong in
2007-01-30
20:18:35
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Ellen B
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