I have been addicted to lortabs for about 3 years. After a c-section, I got a script.Then after a month, I was having really bad back pain and got another. Well one day I was taking care of my daughter, I was so tired and in pain, and couldn't remeber if I took my pain meds or not. So I took one. Nevertheless, 45 minutes later I was high. I wasn't tired anymore, my back felt great, and I felt like suppermommy. The laundry got done, the bottles were washed, and it was so much easier to care for her. Now she's 3, and I'm still on them. I'm afraid to recieve treatment because I'm a single mom. I've tried to down the dose and ween off, and I'll do OK, but a few days later, I'll get high again. I just don't feel like doing anything or playing with my little girl unless I'm high. I don't feel like an addict, but I know I am. I really want to kick the habbit, but I'm afraid that if i'm not high, I won't be a good mother anymore(as dumb as that sounds). any suggestions? Please help
2006-11-30
17:50:17
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♥ BuffaloGirl ♥
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