I was given beer in my baby bottle, I drank a couple sips of beer every night when i was 4 and 5 years old, i had my first black out when i was 8 years old and snuck drinks whenever i got the chance. I have been through numerous treatments, AA, NA, counceling. I have totaled 4 cars almost killing myself and others, been to jail a bit...I hate drinking. I think I have brain damage and would do anything to stop. I just seem to get in a zombie state and don't think, then i take a drink. I hate it. Has anyone had a simular experience? should i just shoot myself. They will give me my drivers license back in one year and I have already decided not to get it. But I just broke my leg from being drunk so i am still a danger to myself and others.....I need a dramatic idea to shock me into staying sober.............
2006-07-05
19:03:35
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feather
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