Lately, my parents have been thinking that I am whacked out and are ready to send me to a therapist. My guidance counselor asked me if I was smoking pot the other day. (which I don't) My G.P.A. has went from a 4.0 to a 2.4 (A's to D's) and I have lost all caring towards the future as far as college and other long-term plans are concerned.
I have been feeling out of it for awhile now. Sometimes I am really hyper and over-dramatic and laugh at stupid things, sometimes things that I am thinking about and not what is being said, so it looks kind of weird to other people. Sometimes I am really sad and just want to crawl into a hole and never come out. I have cut myself and felt very guilty about it after the fact. Sometimes I get paranoid and let my imagination take over, almost hallucinating at times.
I don't know what is wrong with me but I think I do have a problem. However, when my parents ask what is wrong, I cannot bring myself to say anything.
2007-04-21
18:12:34
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ZAK ATTAK
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