Ok in the morning I have no modivation, except that I have to go to school. I get to school and can't concentrate on anything. I'm so lonely all the time, even while I'm around people. I often wonder whats the point of life, and I really don't know anymore. I feel I am a failure, and am worthless. I pretend to be happy, for my friends and family. I don't plan on killing myself, but I think about it sometimes (i think no one would care if I killed myself, I might as well). I cry a lot, about nothingness. I have very bad headaches, and am always tierd. I am a lot crankier than I used to be, and don't talk as much. I am so overwhelmed with school, I have around 5 hours of homework a night, all from one teacher. I tryed talking to her, but she didn't care. It usually takes me about an hour to fall asleep, because I keep myself awake worrying. I am sometimes happy though, but not very often. Is this depression, or am I just having a bad time in my life?
2007-04-23
09:12:46
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hilary
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