I've suffered from depression for as long as I can remember & have used drugs to cope or medicate since I was ten years old. I'm now 38, I've had my share of ups and downs, a emotional rollercoaster at best. I recently lost my business, my house & for the most part, my family & friends. I quit crystal meth, after 2 years of pretty much everyday use, cold turkey in November of 2006. Along with the meth went anyone else I had to talk to. I'm still with my wife but she is a bitter person, tired & finished dealing with me I'm affraid. The depression is overwhelming. I feel empty, hollow, alone. Any attempts to try and better my situation only seem to plow me deeper into depression. I can't find work, cant find forgivness & cant find myself. I'm tired. The pain I used to feel with depression was normally not something I could put my finger on but now it is physical as well. I don't know how much longer I can manage. I have no one to talk to, no means to get professional help. What next?
2007-02-19
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