I have been diagnosed with all 3 of those, anyway today I was out in a store that happened to be having a huge sale. That means the store was PACKED. I usually can go to a store and not have any problems, but today I just couldn't stand being around all those people. I mean, I REALLY couldn't stand it. I had to leave the store and I had to fight hard not to yell out "you a**holes, stop looking at me", because it felt like everyone was giving me snotty looks.I felt suffocated. I was just so angry and had to leave, and even outside I gave people looks and muttered "what the hell are you looking at"?
it was kind of scary, liek I was having a meltdown
2007-02-19 16:05:57 · 4 answers · asked by ? 6 in Health ➔ Mental Health
*like a meltdown
2007-02-19 16:06:26 · update #1
I only have those problems when Im in a pissed off mood or upset. But lately, since realizing a lot about my life and what has been trigering my years of inner pain, Ive been pissed off, upset, and anti-social. When Im at work or at school Im usualy anti-everything. When Im at home I feel relaxed and happy. I just hate society for how they have treated me and since realzing that its society that has been cruel to me not my life, Ive been pissed off ever since. I blame society for where my life is at. If I had more friends that I could connect with better I would probably be very social and happy all the time. But instead, Im the only straight edge person I know that has drug addicts for friends. Thats what you get for going to a charter school lol. Ive come to the conclusion that I probably wont be my happy self till Im out of school for good which is in 3 more months. Im ignoring friends, girls, and family at the moment because Im just so upset deep inside that I just dont want to make any contact with anyone. Sucks but hey, 3 more months and hopefully my life can get back to the way it was.
If your still in school, just hang in there. Ive been hanging on by the skin of my teeth since 6th grade. 6 mother ****** years of pain is almost over.
2007-02-19 18:31:30 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
social rigidity/social phobia is while a guy or woman fears being in a social difficulty--talking with somebody, being at a party, status in line interior the food market and etc and tries to ward off those situations. Avoidant character ailment is while a guy or woman fears that others will reject it and subsequently, avoids forming relationships through this.
2016-10-16 01:46:56 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
prehaps this is a case of avoidant... or a mix of it ALL. in any case, you did the right thing by controling yourself and getting out of there. good work!!!
2007-02-19 16:12:17 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
you sound like me and it makes me sad
2007-02-19 16:10:44 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋