I'm 15, cut and injure myself (mainly cutting), and often have suicidal thoughts and tendencies. I also have a lot of anger in me, and fight with my dad a lot. And when I say fights, I mean like arguments over the stupidest of things. There is no emotional abuse (a form of child abuse) because the fights are kind of split by who starts them.
For a little while now, I've been wanting to get better, but because I'm not in driver's ed yet and don't have a car, I can't really get any counseling (though I would probably have a hard time talking to someone else about this stuff face to face), or get any medication for it. Also, I'm not sure how I could even get any of that since a bill would probably be sent to my home or be put on my dad's account or bill or whatever at the doctors.
Is there anything I can do to help myself without my dad knowing?
The reason I don't want my dad to find out is because (as anyone who has gone through this could tell you), it's really hard to tell someone (like family) about stuff like this. That, and also because of his reaction. As I have said, we don't really have good communication because he doesn't really understand anything.
2007-02-04
10:13:19
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George
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