had a depression &there were times he was suicidal.I was there for him, said I would go with him to get help,but he only wanted my help.We were together for almost 2year, told me he loved me, he spoke of marriage, babies,moving in together.Well a year into it he told me he had gotten a one night stand pregnant before we met, & that had alot to do w/ his depression.I helped him come to terms only to leave me for the mother of his child.Whats worst was he turned so cold to me, acted like we were nothing, spoke to me like Iwas never anything more. All to be with this girl.I know getting to know the child was all new & overwhelming.But he made me feel horrible &now I am in therapy for this all.I feel he messed with my head. How can he do this?Now they are on and off & maybe back on. But, what he did to me and made me feel I didnt deserve. Sorry but the girl is trash, someone he didnt want to be with or respect. We are both 29. Why did act this way with me? To justify what he did was right?
2007-02-04
16:23:51
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MissMia
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