i dont know what is wrong with me but i feel its ruining everything.everyday is a different day when i wake up.somtimes i just wanna lay there and not do anything,not talk,eat,shower.and i just lay ther any really not think about anything and that is most days.i have good friends that help me get out and do somthing.if somthing upsets me i cant eat.who ever im around there emoitions kinda affects me.i also have a problem with meeting and talking 2 people.i get scared and really nervous and start to shake.when im with my boyfriend he gets the wourst of me.within 30 mins,ill be happy,sad,angry,wanna be around him then dont want him in site.then i end up drinking to maybe calm my emotions down but dosnt work in the end cause then i dont care about anything at all.i hav overdosed on pills to go to sleep,and ive cut myself while i was drunk.i was in fostercare and dont know about family history execpt one of my brothers has Schizophrenia and Bipolar Disease.i just wana have a normal life
2006-11-04
19:39:50
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sarah a
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