I fear spiders! At first it was only like once in a while but now it's everyday, I'm sitting here using the computer and all of a sudden I see black shadows everywhere around me, a few at a time,it's scary! I know it's not real but I do see those shadows everywhere I look and it really scares me! Or when I'm sleepy & try to fight to keep my eyes open I hear voices. I can't hear clearly,it depends, sometimes my parents being unkind to me,sometimes random things from people I don't even know. I just hear things & it's not nice,it's scary,horrible! 1 day I was walking inside the house holding a cup of tea & just dropped it when I saw a black shadow on the ground just near me & thought it was a real spider this time but again it wasn't real!
Why do I get those things? Where can it come from ?
Also,sadly being a self-harmer for 6 years,nobody knows &I'm not treated,I have hallucinations about that too,I see me cutting myself,scissors dancing in front of my eyes...
I dont know what to do!
2006-09-16
08:15:09
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BleedingAngelSecretWounds
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