My husband was murdered almost 11 years ago, and I was a witness to it. I have gone to counselors, and talked until I'm green. I know it's not healthy for me to hold on, but I just can't seem to let go, I feel like it would be a betrayal to him or something, not to mention that I just still totally miss him. The only time in my life that I was ever completely happy was when he was alive and we were together. How do I let go? I also have so much hatred towards his killers, I know that is not healthy too, but again, I just can't seem to let it go. I know I am supposed to forgive, but how do you forgive something like that? When he was killed, I had a daughter that was 9 months old, and he was not her biological father, but he was her DAD, and I was 2 weeks pregnant with our daughter, his only child. He was not only taken from me, but from them as well, and I hate his killers for that, do you know how hard it is to try to comfort your child when she cries because she will never see DAD?
2006-07-29
15:14:55
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jensarquist
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