I have been giving advice to people on here who are battling with weight issues/eating disorders but haven't been able to practice what I preach, so to speak.
I have a daily battle with food. I look at food and see something evil, tempting me to eat it. I do not over eat more than once a week, and have a hard time keeping my daily caloric intake above 1400. Even that number makes me feel like I might as well be eating a million. I'm making an effort to keep my intake at that though, because I know it's unhealthy if I don't. In high school and until I was 20 would starve myself or if I did eat, force myself to vomit. It stopped for a while when I met my husband, mainly because I was terrified he'd find out and think I was crazy. Last year I started eating as little as possible and vomiting when I did eat more than I think I should have. My husband had started training, and the horrible thoughts about my weight and food came back. When he'd come back home, I'd be "normal" again. cont..
2007-02-20
04:02:51
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Miss Informed
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