that disparages you as a person? causing people to ostracize you and outcast you?
i feel this way because i have borderline personality disorder, have had an exceptionally traumatic life, ive never made any friends in life, i have a minor criminal record to going back to my late adolecence. ive made mistakes that i regret, and now i feel outcasted by the world and society....like ive been rubbished and no one wants to know me anymore.
im worried my medical notes and the mistakes have made have brandished me forever affecting other areas of my life, like employment opurtunities, if i wanted to emigrate from britain, which i deffinatly do....i feel im ruined, and hopes and dreams of building a new life, emigrating to another country have been ruined forever.
i feel people are judging me, percieving me as a loner outcast, someone to stay away from and avoid. i live alone, have no friends, have alot of rage and anger from the past, & now everybody percieves me as a freak.
2007-09-25
20:01:30
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