Ok. I think I have serious issues. I had an eating disorder (bulimia) for 5 years, a pretty severe case of it, and I am just now over that...the behavior parts anyway. I still think the same way. ANyway, I'm back i college. But I feel so lost. I live alone, haven't met people yet, have a bf who holds me back (because I let him). It's like I purposely like holding myself back because the pressure of who I could be and actually enjoying my life is too much for me. I used to be an ultra perfectionist and didn't make that many friends or figure out who I was before my ED. I have 2 parents who are a bit different..neither was a very strong example of going out and getting your dreams accomplished. But today for example..I'm just getting over a cold...I slept from 2am-5:30pm...and totally missed my classes. It's not like I just decided not to go...I overslept by 8 hours!!! Didn't hear my alarms or anything! Am I just avoiding my life? I am going to call a therapist...but any suggestions?
2007-03-28
11:44:52
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