I've snapped today. I get these days sometimes, but I think my seizure meds are magnifying the effects.
I am in a bad marriage -- my husband would rather be online than with me. My mother is constantly on me about my weight and comparing me to my "perfect" cousin, and bemoaning why I can't look like I did when I was 18.
I have no friends. No one to talk to. I've lost all faith in God, and frankly I can't find one example where someone's life would be better if I stayed alive.
I have never felt this alone this severely...I mean I'm always alone. I've reached the point I can't even cry anymore.
I'm 31 yrs old, and I feel like I haven't made one right choice, one good difference in someone's life. I am utterly useless, ugly, old, and worthless.
Last shrink I saw just wanted to medicate me and not talk to me. My priest says it's the will of God.
2007-03-18
08:05:26
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