In July started dating, I think, the love of my life. He saw a big change in my behavior, moods, & sex drive about a month into our relationship. I basically went from an spontaneous, fun girl in love, to a crying stress case, lashing out at him and trying to break up with him over every tiny thing. I can tell my judgement is off. I will completely misunderstand something he says and go off like a light switch.
I was finally diagnosed with clinical depression after 9 months (began taking celexa & xanax) and had to take a leave of absence from school and my job, leaving my boyfriend for almost a month. We've tried to stay in touch over the phone and he came to visit, but he's so hurt and I feel so guilty about how the depression has caused me to act towards him. We finally decided not stay in touch until I am back in town and feeling better because there's so much unresolved. Can it salvaged in this case? Is there anything I can do to regain his trust in my love? We were inseperable.
2007-03-17
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