I have PTSD because my illness and my father's illness occurred at the same time. I was 16 (currently 19), and I had end stage renal failure so I had to go on dialysis for one year. I had alot of surgeries, and then I had a transplant (my mom gave me one of her kidneys). While I was on dialysis, they were testing my dad to see if he was could be a donor and they found out that he had throat cancer (never smoked a day in his life). Right now, I'm having a really hard time because I can't remember anything about either of these illnesses. Obviously I know they happened but I can't remember any details. I feel like a huge chunk is missing. Also, I feel really guilty about being sick in the first place and basically taking someone's body part. Has anyone ever experienced anything like this (especially the guilt part)? If so, what strategies did you use to get through it? Were people understanding, or how did you get people to understand? Is it even healthy to remember things like that?
2007-03-17
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