i am in 8th grade and i think im depressed. for about 4 months now i have felt like this. some days im ok and how i used to be but most days i either feel like i am completely empty and nothing matters to me at all or i am extremely angry and irritable at everyone, especially myself, and everything for no reason at all. there isnt any reason for me to feel this way although i have a terribly low self-esteem. i do not cut myself only because i have a friend who i have made a "you cut-i cut" agreement and i know he would. but now i have started hurting myself [without telling him] when i become angry or down and i cant control it because i feel like everything that goes wrong is, in the end, my fault and i should be punished, i have also started thinking about suicide a lot. i have decided that i dont want to die but the thoughts still wont go away. all of my friends say im depressed but even if i am i dont want to tell my parents. they have no money and theres no point in them worrying.
2006-12-16
06:11:32
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Emily
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Mental Health