I feel suicidal and used to feel blue quite a lot. I have a horrible personality and find it hard not to fall out with people. I change from needed everyone to wanting to be a loner. I feel hated by those around me and like an outcast. I always do things wrong and have a strong sense of guilt. I did go to a psychiatrist once, but felt very bad one day like there was no point to anything including the appointment, so didn't go, and due to communication difficulties I couldn't write a letter or phone to explain why I hadn't been to the appointment. This happened a year ago. I feel really bad about missing it without telling him, as I hate being abandoned myself so me not turning up was kinda horrible. To get another appointment I would have had to contact him, so as you can tell, that was the end of it. I didn't really find useful the few meetings we had useful. I don't really go to the docs for physical problems, I let them sort themselves out, will this just sort itself out?
2006-10-18
05:14:32
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joy_hardyman2003
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