I should've been smarter about my last relationship, but I was blinded. For the last couple of months we were dating(a couple of years in all), he would only have sex with me if we watched porn or talked about a mutual friend(girl). at first I thought it was hot, but when I didn't want to he would make me feel bad about it & tell me I wasn't satisfying him. I dumped him in Jan. & later told me that he had "checked out" of the relationship a "long time before we stopped dating," and now I feel terrible. I have lost weight since then, but I was at my heaviest during the time I mentioned above, and now I feel like I'm worth nothing because the person that was supposed to love me was using me for almost a year. I feel used and ugly, and people give me compliments all the time, but it dosen't change the way I feel. Some people have told me to try to go on speaking terms with him, but he dosen't want that; he has a new G/F and she looks like that person that he would talk about while we were
2006-09-05
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