I am all haunted by all this icky, yukky, disgusting stuff that happened to me when I was little. Just imagine pretty close to the worst kind of childhood nightmare come to life and you are pretty close to imagining the way I experienced life growing up.
It happened a long time ago, but I am still very affected.
I have real bad anxiety, post trauma, fear of intimacy, reclusive-ness, failure to thrive tendencies, all kinds of mental crud! So as a result I’m all jacked up! But I am trying to heal. I ask people for help. One person said, “In your past others abused you, now the only one abusing you is you. You are the one who is subjecting yourself to recurring, unending torture.”
What do you think he means by this? I have my ideas, but they don’t seem clear. I’d love to hear anything you have to add. Thank You.
2006-08-28
05:02:08
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Sereny
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