I've been going through some really tough times for about a year now, and it seems like they just keep getting worse. I've been on antidepressants for a month, and I think that's helping a little, but I'm going to get my dosage upped.
In the meantime, in the last month, things have been REALLY hairy. I've noticed that when I get my lowest, I like to escape into a fantasy about suicide where I'm slitting my wrists and drifting out of existence. I'd never actually do it, because I hope and believe things will start looking up for me, and plus because I don't want to cause any more problems for my parents. I'm going to go see a therapist next month, because I want to fix this.
My question is, how many of you experience the same thing?You'd never REALLY kill yourself, but you find it kind of calming to think of it, all the same?
2006-08-16
10:04:54
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Casey
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