Ive been in a really bad relationship in the past 3 years. Ive been threatened, manipulated, used, emotionally abused, lied2..lost my self dignity because i was so pathetic. i have retaliated and got into a lot of trouble from that relationship (went to jail, on 51/50, probation ,house arrest). because of this , it has impacted my self esteem dramatically. but after everything ended, i got so traumatized, i stayed home ever since.because i feel so much safer. im so attached to my family, i feel safe around them. i became so scared that i dont trust anyone anymore. i dont feel confident in anything i do. im always sad. - ive learned my lesson - it has changed my life dramatically. ive pushed away my friends because of the embarressment and self pity. i no longer go out i feel like i disappointed everyone.. i have to pay for my attorney bills so thats all im working for right now. im also sleeping w/ a guy only cuz he makes me happy temporarily but after i feel even worse. pls help.
2006-08-15
12:48:53
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confusedz1
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Mental Health