i am 25 and i been overweight most of my teenage years and i lost a large amount of weight over 100 pounds. i cry and feel overwhelmed about being overweight still inspite of the fact that people say i am not. i gone as far as eating once a day or not eating at all to feeling disguisting about eating and throwing up. i feel ugly and used for some reason. specially at the fact that my body will never be the same inspite of my weightloss. i am planning to have some kind cosmetic surgery to my body because i hate looking at myself naked. now i been doubting about my " inner beauty" i don't feel like i am as good of a person or even good person after i lost massive weigght. the problems is that now that my looks on the outside are more presentable people think i am better but most don't really know how i feel about looks, and how ugly i feel inside and out. i don't know what to do anymore or even say to myself. i am 25 and single and can't get close to a men because i think i am too ugly.
2006-08-07
02:14:13
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barbarita811
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