My friends tell me I have a borderline eating disorder but I always thought of that as anorexia or bulemia (which I don't have, I swear)
I'm constantly checking the amout of calories/fat/carbs etc. that are in my food and I portion out the serving sizes. I used to see how long I could go without eating but in the end I ate more cause I got myself so hungry, which was defeating the purpose. I also have a minor obsession with exercising. I go to the gym everyday for about 2 hours, and if I miss a day I feel like crap. I see how far I can push myself when I workout, and I'm a slave to those calorie counters on the cardio machines.
I'm 5'5, 120 pounds. I'll admit it, I'm not too happy with how I look. I have flat abs but wide hips which add a curve to my belly and make me look bigger from the front. I know it's not all about how I look, and it's not like I'm not eating. I'm Italian, I love food! But it's hard when the Hollister jeans look great on everyone but you.
Any advice?
2006-07-26
13:13:03
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