My mother was physically & emotionlly abusive. She used to tell me when I was little 'no wonder no one likes you', she told me my friends were using me, she called me pizza face when I had acne. Top it off kids at school made fun of me, told me I was ugly & stupid everyday, I had 1 or 2 friends thru school. As an adult I don't deal with conflict well. Very self concious about myself & the way I look. After 19 yrs being told u r a certain way it is hard to believe otherwise I'm 25 now. 6 months ago after a fight with my bf & us almost breaking up, I went out with friends we were drinking when my one friends bf made a comment I was a dumb blonde, he walked by me and messed up my hair. I went into the bathroom to try to fix it, I looked horrible. Thru the night he called me a dumb blonde and continued messing my hair, another friend confronted him in front of my friend, he said right in front of me that I was ugly and that I had shitty hair. I got really drunk that night & wanted to die.
2006-06-07
10:22:53
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