I am 14 and I really do feel like I am living a pointless life. I have never kissed a boy or had a boyfriend, and I don't even know any boys. I have only three very good friends, and they all live about an hour away, so I rarely see them outside of school. I have no friends where I live, and really don't know how to make any. I am terrible at sports and don't enjoy playing it, and the only hobbies in my area are sport orientated. I spend my time reading and on the internet. My problem is exacerbated by the fact that I have a sister who is a popular socialite and she spends her time going to parties. No, I could not ask her to invite me, because 1. she is five years older than me 2. we do not have a good relationship and 3. I can never be myself around her as she has the ability to make me feel so small. I know I am only 14 and maybe my social life will improve as I get older, however that is what I tell myself every year and nothing has changed. I feel so pathetic..
2007-12-28
05:18:18
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